Okay so I really dont know what that title means.. it was playing on my ITunes and I couldnt think of a title on my own so I just said the next song that comes on will be the title... I was a little scared of what song would pop up next=)
Anyhow.. its been almost 2 months since I have written and basically for the fact that not much has changed and I hate writing when the world seems to be crashing down because I feel like all of my posts are like that. I really have been trying to look at the positive side but its get hard at times. So an update :
I am having surgery tomorrow to get another stent out and to fix a blockage near my kidney. Sounds like fun.. wish you were me I bet=) And then there is another option for a surgery to try and get my bladder working correctly that I am considering. The best way I can describe it, its like a pacemaker for your bladder. It can work for people who pee too much or too little. Having worked in the urology office, I have seen people have this surgery and have great results. So I am probably going to head down that road. Nothing else has seemed to help and at this point, Im up for anything.
Job wise : not much of an update. I have applied but part of me wants a job but then other part of me is like what if I have this surgery? It means Im going to have be out and I dont want to start a job and then have to miss. I did have someone email me about wanting to interview me for a HR job. And as excited as I am, Im almost afraid to go. It would be awesome to get a job in HR, but at the same time, can my health really take it? My answer is .. pray. If I go to the interview and get the job, Im obviously going to take it... but its one of those things that Im just not sure of right now. Its been a prayer of mine the last 2 months and now Im scared to death I will get one. GEEZ!! Why does everything have to be so difficult? LOL
School Update : I am going back to school get get my Masters in Human Resource Leadership. It is through Sullivan University but completly online. I have started already and these classes are tough. But I think I have an advantage having worked since I was 16 and seen the good and bad of HR people. That is one of the main reasons I wanted to get into this field. I really feel I could do an adequate job and better then some I have worked with. So again my health is having a hit on it but luckily they have been really nice and understanding.
So that is all the updates I have. I really wish I could tell you everything has gotten better but really it hasnt. I just keep praying and keep having faith. I am not alone in anything I do and I have to remember that. Some days are harder than the others and some days are great. I just hope those great days keep multiplying!
Sorry for the big gap in between posts.. I promise I will not wait for 2 months to post another one!!
Thanks=) And rememeber if you have any advice or anything, leave a comment. Or even if you want my opinion on something just post it and let me know. I love to type and that would give me some things to write about!
Until next time=)
