Ha. New years resolution? Never have had one. And I guess I dont this year either. Heck, I just want to be healthy and live another year. ( Sort of funny, sort of not, huh ) I guess mine would be to try not to complicate my life. Why are things so complicated and why do we let the little stuff get us to the point of where we are stressing about everything? I probably dont stress enough about certain things according to some people but its life. We go from day to day doing the same things and the same routine. And I just dont like that. I hate getting into a normalicy. I mean being normal is cool and all and I like that safe haven but then again I like to add a little bit of something. ( Although I think I have added enough of that the last couple of months for my family lol ) I know, I know, Im by far not normal in more than one aspect but Id like to take some other aspects and not be normal. ( Have I confused you? I think I have confused myself.. give me a minute to reread what I just wrote )
Oh okay... what Im getting at, is that as I have been home and playing housewife, Im getting bored. There are things I could be doing but some days ( due to pain as well ) I would rather just watch my lifetime movies and not move. Then some days I have cleaned. And then Im back to my lazy days. Even if you work, depending on the type of work you do, its pretty much the same. You get up, go to work, come home, do whatever, go to bed, go to sleep. ( Unless you are my sister, then you can add about 50 things in between of all that on at least 5 days of the week ha ha ) And since I cant really start looking for a job until after my surgery is done, Im stuck. However, there are a lot of projects for me to do around here and I have warned Ramon that as long as it doesnt cost money, it will be done. ( Pinterest has become a good friend to me the last couple of hours actually. I never understood what people were talking about until today... huh. Guess I was better off ) I am also trying to find ways to make money. Which is sort of hard. But thats another subject in itself. Play , I know Im rambling so let me get to the point. Even if I have to put a different project in front of me everday, my goal is to do something. And not just clean and cook and the ordinary house jobs. I mean something I can enjoy. When Drew is here, he can help=) Or we will end up playing Batman all day ( Did I mention how everyone in his class refers to him as Batman now? I just hope if something happens, he really knows hes not Batman ) Even something to take my mind off the job loss and the sicknesses. I want to wake up not in pain and not worried about being sick or getting sick. So once I have my surgery to remove this stent ( which is huge if you were wondering ) maybe those wishes will come true. I have yet to find a reason that I keep getting sick but I and my doctors Im sure are tired of it. ( Pretty bad when you ask for medical records from a doctor you have only seen since August, and they give you a box instead of an envelope. Yes people, I walked out with a box ) ( My mom has decided since Im such a mystery to some, that I should be able to see them free of charge and I agree ) Anyhow... I will find a way to break the normal around here if it should become so bad. And I hope you all do too. I think its the excitement and unknown that makes up happy. Heck, Id even go for writing down a bunch of projects and putting them in a box and pulling one out each morning. Huh. I can come up with some pretty good ideas on here typing.
So the point to this blog? I have no clue. But if you get something out of if, even if its a laugh, then Im good=)
BA
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